I want my happiness

I'm just a bad temper, easily get angry, sensitive gf~

Meet his ex last night, cant put on comparison with her, but a nice sleep did comfort my heart more , and only the way to comfort more my heart is by the way of confident myself~

I shouldn't comparison anything, everyone have their own good and bad~ nothing should be jealous about*.*  [console myself?]

Haiz, although know well he doesn't want to lost that gangs of friends. but at the mean time does it means he don't want lose contract with her?

I don't want to lost my happiness due to that useless "jealousy"!

Ohh ~Miss Josephine~ stop thinking on negative side!..Stay happiness with it~! Smile~!:)

For the moment right now...I just wish to get a puppy, I would love it so so much!XD

moody caused by busy life or jealousy?

Stupid me!!wth~!!

What happened to me again~.~,  feels like wanna scold rude word in order to release my moody, but sounds good that I unable to do so.. Doesn't learn  how to scold it -->"rude word "out :P..

LOVE~
I had fall into a relationship that I seriously love him so much but I might not know it clearly..
HE is treat me nice, care me every moment, I think he did try his best to let me aware and believe him that i'm only the one who he love the most,he always make my day and definitely , he is a good boyfriend, cant be comparable with previous relationship, I did feel happiness, sweet, relax when be with him  <3 ..

but I had screw up myself in something nonsense.. And i know it well, that's -->"JEALOUSLY".. I have no idea what reason caused it, its remind me always..prompt out suddenly in my mind, imagine something which may not happen in real life.. I had to admit that I always put myself in comparing with his ex, who had lost contract with him, who he doesnt care anymore, doesnt take in mind anymore,relation like even just more simple than a friend, I totally no confident, I lose in every situation..... wth to me! Why am I repeated this kind of psychology problem always~

That's stupid me! Funny rite?

Sometimes I just cant act strong and tough infront of him anymore, I dont know my TEAR since when may drops easily in every heart pain moment, I'm just simply too 感性? LOL.. My heart easily feel pain and the painful is gone through my heart to my hand, I may feel lose my 50% energy.. Its my first time will heart pain until this level with just because of a small small case.. What's wrong with me!

Well~Well WEll~
Need to stop it right now~
..
..Hmmp~
I must learn to think positively in every way, learn to trust him in 100%, dont simply put on a moody face.

Let's breath ~ 1....2....3....

JUst Just JUSt Forget about it!

 SMiLE always:).. I CAN DO it!:)..