I want my happiness

I'm just a bad temper, easily get angry, sensitive gf~

Meet his ex last night, cant put on comparison with her, but a nice sleep did comfort my heart more , and only the way to comfort more my heart is by the way of confident myself~

I shouldn't comparison anything, everyone have their own good and bad~ nothing should be jealous about*.*  [console myself?]

Haiz, although know well he doesn't want to lost that gangs of friends. but at the mean time does it means he don't want lose contract with her?

I don't want to lost my happiness due to that useless "jealousy"!

Ohh ~Miss Josephine~ stop thinking on negative side!..Stay happiness with it~! Smile~!:)

For the moment right now...I just wish to get a puppy, I would love it so so much!XD

moody caused by busy life or jealousy?

Stupid me!!wth~!!

What happened to me again~.~,  feels like wanna scold rude word in order to release my moody, but sounds good that I unable to do so.. Doesn't learn  how to scold it -->"rude word "out :P..

LOVE~
I had fall into a relationship that I seriously love him so much but I might not know it clearly..
HE is treat me nice, care me every moment, I think he did try his best to let me aware and believe him that i'm only the one who he love the most,he always make my day and definitely , he is a good boyfriend, cant be comparable with previous relationship, I did feel happiness, sweet, relax when be with him  <3 ..

but I had screw up myself in something nonsense.. And i know it well, that's -->"JEALOUSLY".. I have no idea what reason caused it, its remind me always..prompt out suddenly in my mind, imagine something which may not happen in real life.. I had to admit that I always put myself in comparing with his ex, who had lost contract with him, who he doesnt care anymore, doesnt take in mind anymore,relation like even just more simple than a friend, I totally no confident, I lose in every situation..... wth to me! Why am I repeated this kind of psychology problem always~

That's stupid me! Funny rite?

Sometimes I just cant act strong and tough infront of him anymore, I dont know my TEAR since when may drops easily in every heart pain moment, I'm just simply too 感性? LOL.. My heart easily feel pain and the painful is gone through my heart to my hand, I may feel lose my 50% energy.. Its my first time will heart pain until this level with just because of a small small case.. What's wrong with me!

Well~Well WEll~
Need to stop it right now~
..
..Hmmp~
I must learn to think positively in every way, learn to trust him in 100%, dont simply put on a moody face.

Let's breath ~ 1....2....3....

JUst Just JUSt Forget about it!

 SMiLE always:).. I CAN DO it!:)..

herm herm..I'm Back!!

因为Z，我才想起这个部落格xP..
呵呵，竟然把它给遗忘了。。

看回自己之前写下的post..还蛮有感觉的。。
不错嘛^^

才发现，我的blog做么酱丑了。。
谢妹帮我。。“是啦~很厉害了拉，一直讲哦~=P”

之前blogging只是我用来发泄的管道。。
但我却忘了它也可以记载我生活的点点滴滴。。

将来的我也有机会回味一下之前的我。。（生活）

回想下，那个人偷我blog's picture to do his video，我才会停止写的。。
现在set 好privacy，它应该没机会偷了吧^^可以很放心的post picture 了=D

中间空掉的回忆就算了吧，还有很多照片作纪念。。
这次final exam 后再update 好了..将会很忙。。
放了朋友很多次的飞机。。=(

fighting for final exam again!!+u+u+u+uXD

最近也是我的第一次[JoSephin3 SuSHi]


the above 1 is make by my dear^^
and the below only is mine..hehe
looks like delicious right?but actually not=P

yerrr..no money used recently..no extra time to work..
this CNY will be a poor girlT.T
but nevermind lar, time used for study is worth for it!!^^

accidently found back my SPCA picture=D


miss the dog~.~



finally finish collected those shooting photo..
~used whole night-.-~
those photo just can used one word to describe------->MATURE!!


Christmas christmas chritmas~...
不要做工。。跟姐妹们去玩^^


空荡荡的心=)

working DAY^^

27 , 28 March


OREO SOft Cake(Qiant Ulu Kelang)

嘉翼^^








Its really funny and feel happy work with them=)..
Hopes can work together in future too..
Love it^^ ..nice memory
and want to thanks my mummy and daddy fetch me back home on this two days..

new hair style^^

my sister (rebonding)and m33**(colouring + curl)

Today after done finish my webpage assignment,
suddenly do a dcision with my dear sister, she want go to rebonding hair, ask me accompany her..
and I also interested to dye hair again.. hence,we just go prima saloon there do our rebonding and colouring..

keke^^..my curl hair, but just will last for 1 day only,I wanna see that is it curl suit me or not..
In fact, I like straight more..=)
my colour seems same as my elder sister hair color..--

















About 8pm , JY come fetch me go Kang Cheng having dinner with seow ping and Jishun..
afterthat go JS house play mahjong..
so glad playing mahjong with them, already long time our guys din meet together ler..keke..^^

GK:..stop please!!

..yer..maybe that girl already angry to me..
she didn't reply me when I ask back her about the job..
So sorry for my bad attitude..sorry~~

12th march

lalala~~
keke..

今天下午的天气很热很晒，没有心情出去，就在家online了。。
XP在线。。
突然提议到去游泳，约埋SP，就这样决定了。。
准备好等XP载我去SP家游泳。。

虽然讲去游泳，可我只是有玩水的份罢了，呵呵，到现在还学不会游泳。。
看他们会游来游去。。很羡慕啊~！
可是玩水也玩到很开心啦。。呵呵（很小孩子醬）
LOVE that moment..
chit chat together at swimming pool..=)

七点左右，帮SP一起看档口，一直偷吃罢了。。
8.00pm,sp妈下来换人了。。
我们三个去就吃晚餐。。

开心的一天^.^o..

already view my dear LM's blog..its damn nice..hehe..+u+u

GK:hopes he will normal a bit..
dont so gan cheong!

so sad larT.T

today do webpage assignment at Soon house..
Do till about 6pm like that,
received call from my superviser , Ken..When see his name show on my phone,
I already know what he will tell me..
really same as what I'm expected,
He told me that this saturday and sunday job cancelled already..
because get complain from client company..
haizz..

SaD larrT.T

no mood do my assignment already..
go pasar malam with my dear S.P...
thanks her acc me that night..
only that moment I wont think about the job stuff..